Writing is bad and i dislike it
So I have been working on a video for a while and feel that i should vent out my frustrations with working on it. So currently i am working on a video about a little console that starts with O and ends with UYA, and I just am so tired while writing about it. It's not that i am not interested in the OUYA and that i'm following some sort of "trend" it is just that I am completely bored out of my mind writing it. I don't know what i am doing with this video.
I feel like i should make it more constructive and more Serious instead of some video that just randomly says stuff and then moves on. I feel like i have to do another Hitfilm video where I interview people apart of the project but i don't want to. I feel like so demotivated writing the video, i don't know if it is Burnout or if i am just done with writing but i just hate this.
I feel like also that because of my last video not being well liked
Well liked is a bit subjective i just mean it hasn't got that many views.
I just don't know what people would want. It's like i am fighting against multiple cookiebots god that would be a nightmare and They all want something else something more constructed but like i can't do that.
Now don't think i see the irony of me saying i hate writing in a blog post i wrote, the reason why i can do this and not that is because a video is completely different.
I want to make the video but i am too bored with it. So i have been leaning a bit into working on a different video project that will be something about Videogames and Gay people, i am not sure if i will try to look for Game developers in the past who are apart of the LGBTQ+ Community or if i will look for Gay video games from the past. Which i have to mention while researching i found a game called Gayblade which is the second gay video game ever released and i just found it funny, to qoute the game
VAPORIZE POLITICIANS! ZAP SKINHEADS
i found that funny. Well i don't know what to do now maybe i should go stop yapping and work on it but i don't know. I hope you somehow enjoyed this cacophony of yapping but i have to continue working